Rollercoaster

Please sit down, and make yourself comfortable. 'Cause this is gonna be a bumby ride. Turns, twists, highs and lows, and maybe some flips at times. But do not fret, my cautious friend. For you are strapped in, nice and tight. Please keep your hands and feet inside the ride, just in case. And please remember, that stupidity ends this ride very quickly. This special ride is interactive. Some ways you cannot choose, but many are set by you and you alone. There will be others on this ride. But always remember, they will always be sitting behind you, while you're in the front seat. This is, of course, your ride. They heckle and yell at you, but you most zone them out. On your chosen paths, there may be times that the wheels become rusty and the ride slows down. Sometimes, even to a comeplete stop. But you must be aware, that all it takes is a little oil, and your back on track. Sometimes, you may even need to call on the riders in the back seat to give you a push, and hope they push you in the right direction. Many of you are just beggining, and many are near the end. Some have a long ride, and others short. But in this ride, no matter the distance, you must consider the fact that the entire ride is always enjoyable. And theres only one ride per person.

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Its Called Censorship

There Is This Thing. Its Called Censorship. It can make a baby feel warm and safe in its crib, or drive a group of people to kill. Censorship can be describes as, refusing a child to watch wrestling, or it can be describes as not allowing one to have thier own beliefs. Its a matter of pushing someone, by holding them back. Isn't it strange, to think that someone can dislike another so much, that they are able to completely disallow ways of life. Its hard to describe, but think of how it began. One day, a man refuses a child a certain tv show. This child becomes angry, and passes it on. Soon, he starts a fight. After this, more shows and certain activies are censored becuase of this. Soon, all this is thought to lead to a religion. And after that, the religion is shunned and anyone who follows it is beaten and hated forever. Let me tell you this. I refuse to accept the fact that people should be allowed to refuse another, for whatever reason. No matter what the push or pull, there is no meaning. Let everyone know that Censorship will never be correct, in any point of view.

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Welcome To Anywhereville

Hello, and welcome to Anywhereville. This is where all the freaks live. We've got wierdos and idiots, but we find excuses. In Anywhereville, everyone is a little curropt. But of course, we exaggerate our good qualities. Those who are the most curropt, send out those who are close to perfect, to talk and fight for them. Is this right? Well of course it is. Becuase in Anywhereville, we dont do anything about it. Oh yes, please come to Anywhereville. Even I'm living here still. Me, someone who is aware of all this, still resides in Anywhereville. There is a place called the Grey Area. The shunned and discraced live here. Isn't it wierd that the people who realize the truth like me are put into this area while the crazy and strange are left to stand at the top. I find this crazy and strange. I believe that Anywhere ville should be ruled by these people. So please, consider Anywhereville for your place of living. Welcome To Anywhere ville, at least I'm living here still. So get ready to join the club.

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Realization

I see a women, out in the distance. But there's a problem. She is crying. Longing for a time that she can finally release her feelings to the world. Weither it is by word or by pen, she must let it out. he has talent, but there are walls. She has believe, but there are ristrictions. She runs away and away from these hauntings, but they are much to fast for her. Please God let her break free of these shadows and ghosts so that she may be allowed to scream her life's wantings. However, her mind is pushed down by stress wieghts that remain atop her head for life. How can she lift the wieght from the place that she so desperatey needs. Send her help, and let her overcome this land of wonder. All that she needs is realization. Realization of the fact that she has a chance of life. But can she? Can anyone really. How can anyone see that they are more then they see. Let everyone please realize this, and soon.

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Holding White Knuckles

I Should Be Ashamed Of Me
I Should Stop Right Now
For There Is No Use Of Me
No More Then I Can Allow

My Skin Is Cracked
And My Mind Is Weathered
My Confusion Is off The Scale
Much More Then Can Be Measured

My Eyes Cry Out For Hope
But Yet, None Has Arrived
As I Look Back At The Memories
I Wonder How I Could Have Survived

And Even When Im Standing Tall
And The World Is With Me
The Supports Beneath Me Begin To Break
And I Am No Longer Able To See

No, There Is No Reason
To Keep On Going On
I Have Lost Strength To Move
And All Meaning Is Gone

So Now I Sit In A Black Room
Waiting For The Results Of Fate
Will Someone Throw Me A Lifeline
Before It Is To Late

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Help Me, Oh Help Me

I'm A Spent Force

For I Cannot Go On

What Is There To Do Next

Because It Wont Be Soon Before Long


That I Have Finally Closed My Eyes

And Give Up All Hope

In This Game Of Tug O' War

I'm Losing Grip Of The Rope


But Wait A Ray Of Light

Comes In Through The Window

I Have To Make A Decision

To Choose YES Or To Choose NO


I'm Ok, Right

Yes I Will Be Fine

But I Cant Believe To Much

No I Cannot Cross The Line


I Never Push The Limit

No I Never Stand Alone

But Now I Must Begin

I Must Climb On My Own


Should I Fall Back And Be Stepped On

Or Do I Resist And Say "Thats Right"

Let the Whole World Agree

And Let The Darkness Turn To Light

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I/Her

My Eyes Sting From Staying Awake
Is Waiting For This One Big Mistake?
But Suddenly A Lightbulb, And My Mind begins To Shine
I Feel A Heartbeat, It Matches Mine,
And I See Her.

Oh But I Wont Give Up See, I Dont Quit
Can This Feeling Be Real? Is It Something I Can Admit
Is This Genuine? Am I Allowed?
Yes, I Can Finally See Now
And I See Her.

I Close My Eyes And Drift Away
Into A World, Thats Not Known By Day
Images, Music And So Many Thoughts
But There Is A Change, There Is A Knot
And Its Her.

Nervous, And Shaky Hands Today
Until I Talk to Her, I Count The Days Away
But what if There Is No Connection, No Sync?
Is She The Problem? Or The Missing Link?
I Ask Her.

She Said "Hey Kid Your In Over Your Head
But You Can Handle It", She Said
I'll Push You, I'll Help You Out
I'll Divide The Load, No Matter The Amount"
Yes That's Her.

And Even When Its Done, And We're Apart
I'll be Glad, That At Least There Was A Start
And When I'm Done, On My Final Day
I'll Only Have One Word To Say
And That's Her.

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113 Words So Read 'Em

Do You Know That Im Not Alone
Can You Believe That I Aint Tough
I'm Stuck In A Room With No Lock Now,
Shut Down The Show 'Cause Ive Had Enough

Do You Know I Can Fight Back
Can You Hold Me Back Today
I'm Stuck Inside My Own Mind
I'll Give You Room So You Can Hide Away

Do You Feel Afraid Of Whats Here
Can You Be Brave At All
Im Stuck With This Certain Feeling
It Keeps Changing Big To Small

Falling Asleep But Trying To Wake
How About Opening Up for Gods Sake
If Your Getting Burned, You Too Close To The Sun
All Right Be Quiet Shut Up Im Done

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Cry For Help

Hatred
Fills Me
When The
Day Breaks

And Hatred
Is One Thing
That People
Cannot Fake

Please
Release Me
From This
Feeling Today

It Is
Way To Strange
I Do Not Want
To Feel This Way

A Cry
For Help
Is What
I Need

The Trip
Of Safety
Is One
You Must Lead

So Help
Throw A Lifeline
Please Fix
This Strangeled Mind

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In Your Face

Turn The Lights Off, So I Can Finally See
Let Go Of Me, So I Can Stand On My Own
Wipe Off My Eyes Now, Its Getting Too Blurry
Dont Worry, I Can Make It Alone

When You Dont Care And I Dont Know
You Know Finally Say That Its Time To Go
And You Cant Turn Back 'Cause Theres Nothing Left
And The Sound Of Your Heart Is Growing Deaf
But You Cant Seem To Understand
That To Win, You Have To Work Hand In Hand

Push Me Over, The Emotional Cliff
Breath Deep, and Take A Daring Dive
Have You Ever, Questioned Me With An "If"
You Hve To Fight Now, To Stay Alive

When You Dont Care And I Dont Know
And You Have To Give A Push And Say Heave Ho
But Your Much To Afraid To Take A Stand
You Cant Say Cant But You Gotta Say Can
And Your Fingers Are Bleeding From Writing All This
But Its Not A Message That You Want, To, Miss

Whats The Outcome, How Does It End
Do You Ever Realize, That you Gotta Friend
Ill Support You, When You Are In Need
Im One Of The Few, Whos Not Filled With Greed
Your Not Alone

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Feel The Earthquake

Destruction, Madness Of The Mind

The Sight Of Hope Has Become Blind

Can You Feel The Eartquake?

Burnt Down Buildings, Violence In The Streets

The Fire Of Fighting Is Now Feeling Its Own Heat

Can You Feel The Earthquake?

Broken Bones, Guns Aflame

Just Because Someone Needed Someone To Blame

Can You Feel the Eartquake?





Can You Feel The Cracking?

Can You Feel The Shake?

Will Someone Just Please Stand Up

And Admit We Made A Mistake

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Im Not Like You

Heard A Baby Cry On A Sunday
They Say It'll Be Alright, It'll Be Ok
We'll Be Safe Until Some Day
When The Sky Turns Black

I Heard Someone Say From Behind Me
We're Not Safe At All, Don't You See?
This Is Not The Way Our Minds Are Supposed To Be
Dont You Turn Your Back

I Screamed To The Sunlight
Im Not Going Down Without A Fight
Im Stayin Here Until The Fall Of Night
Think About What You Lack

My Mind Begins To Grow Dark
Its Now Time To Leave My Mark
Close Your Eyes, Here Comes The Spark
Your Dry Heart Begins To Crack

Im Not Like You.

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The Complainer

My Heart Explodes On To The Page
Filled With Love, Hate, Anger, And Rage
The World Dont Make Sense And Neither Do I
The Whole "Look Before You Leap" Thing Is One Big Lie
You Keep Pushing Me Away
My Stomach Turns, And Spins More Everyday

Break My Hands From These Cuffs
My Ship's Hit, The Sea Is Too Rough
Its Hard To Undertand What Just Happaned Here
Its Written To Messy, the Message Is Unclear
You Keep Pulling Me Away
Let The Moon Shine. And The Sun Rise Today

Dont Say Goodbye To Me Just Yet
Lets Level The Score, Lets Settle The Bet
Dont Be Afraid Of Whats To Come
Lets Finish This Off, Lets Get It Done

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